YES PLEASE. HES SO INCONSIDERATE TO Y/N'S FEELINGS OR WHY THEY DIDNT WANNA SIT WITH MANY PEOPLE THEYRE

YES PLEASE. HES SO INCONSIDERATE TO Y/N'S FEELINGS OR WHY THEY DIDNT WANNA SIT WITH MANY PEOPLE THEYRE NOT COMFY WITH. MAKE. HIM. S U F F E R.

Sorry went too hard there, but yes please, make the man feel pain

"go sit with your friends" Haikyuu Angst

"go sit with your friends , i will be fine"

you always tell him you'll be fine, that he can go. you just don't wanna come off as the obsessive, clingy partner who needs their boyfriend to be with them 24/7. its just lunch and plus you were never as social as him anyways, you wouldn't fit in no matter how hard you tried so why bother right? he always looked so carefree with his friend group at the tables, their laughter radiated throughout the lunch room. the jokes they tell to each other being unnecessarily loud so everyone can hear them. all of them being with each other, everyone having a place at that table. all of them equal, if you were there you wouldn't blend in. you would be the one awkwardly sitting there, trying to fit in and tell a joke but end up making the table go silent, you would be the one that wouldn't know how to answer questions directed to them so you would just ignore them and end up offending the person that asked you. at least thats what you thought although your boyfriend would constantly tell you that those thoughts that you were having are ridiculous and his friends aren't like that and that you'll be "fine" you weren't going to take that chance. so you sit by yourself at the side while he sits off in the middle of the room, the centre of attention and the quiet observer

"go sit with your friends, i'll sit here and die"

as you know you were never as popular as him, never as social as him, never as loud and open as him. god knows why he chose to date you. the quiet, shy student, the one that people picked on for fun, the one that got rubbish thrown at them, the one who got humiliated in front of their peers on a daily basis. the one who could never stand up for their self . but it all changed when he started going out with you, those stares of disgust turned into stares of envy, now when people came up to you it was to say good morning or ask how you were, dare say you started to make friends. i guess that was only temporary, that kindness only showed when your boyfriend was around and that you soon began to notice when you started to sit by yourself at lunch. getting awful notes, empty milk cartons thrown in your direction, people even came up to you just to curse at you. high school kids could be so cruel sometimes. even though all that happens to you, you would rather suck it up and sit by yourself then sit with your boyfriend and show everyone just how wrong and incompatible you guys are for each other

"go sit with your friends it isn't that hard"

you've begun to notice him give up trying to ask you to sit with him, he doesn't ask anymore, he just leaves the classroom and waits for his other friend in your class, a girl named Aiko, and they walk to lunch together being obnoxiously loud and once they sit down with their other friends he seems to forgets about your existence. before he used to glance in your direction and smile, maybe even give you a wink before getting slapped on the back of the head by his volleyball friends and rejoining the conversation. he doesn't do that anymore, he just gets so absorbed with his conversation that he doesn't pay attention to you anymore. one day you decide to go sit with them, gathering your courage to go walk over to their table. you stand in front of it for a second, aiko is first to notice you clearing her throat to get everyone else's attention. he turns to look at you and the only thing he says is "oh hey y/n what're you doing here? you never sit with me, you bored or something?" before turning back to his food not sparing you a second glance. "don't be an asshole" aiko says whilst chuckling at him, he throws a vegetable at her, aiko's face contorts into somewhat of an offended face and throws another vegetable back, they then laugh and something else across the room catches aiko's attention thats when you notice your boyfriends gaze linger on her face, eyes darting from her hair to her eyes then to her nose and finally settling on her lips. you can't help but feel unequal to her, she's perfect and she's unknowingly captured your boyfriends attention and maybe heart. one of his friends invite you to sit with them and makes room next to him for you to sit. then they continue the conversation like you aren't even there and in a way you aren't there because right now the only thing you can pay attention to is the enamoured look on your boyfriends face whenever he looks at aiko.

"go sit with your friends and leave me here scarred"

"i don't wanna do this to you anymore" are the first words that come out of your boyfriends mouth when you first see him the next day. Aiko is right next him, wearing his volleyball jumper, "i'll go" she says before leaving. your boyfriend watches her walk away then sighs and looks at you, your face downcast after crying last night realising you might have lost your boyfriend, the only good thing you had at this stupid school. "what do you mean" you answer him although knowing full well what he's talking about, you just want confirmation before you go crying your eyes out. "i need someone who can be here with me, like actually be there and willing to put in an effort to be in a relationship, because a relationship needs to be 50/50 and you aren't willing to put in a effort or make the sacrifices that are needed to make this" he gestured between himself and you "work" he finished. you were confused, what sacrifices was he expecting you to make? "what do you mean sacrifices?" you ask him mildly hurt and confused. he sighed again but this time it was a more annoyed sigh "a sacrifice as simple as um i don't know maybe sitting with me at lunch" you could've slapped him, is that what this whole thing was about "you're breaking up with me because i won't sit with you at lunch?" you asked again, something inside you was telling you that what he said wasn't the only problem but another part of you was abandoning all rational thought, you started to blink back tears " you know damn well thats not what i meant, i see what people do to you when i'm not there, thats why i wanted you to sit with my friends and i, but you were just so caught up in yourself and your own little world to notice. i've tried multiple times to tell you that my friends are not like that and you'll be fine but you never wanted to get out of your own comfort zone, i've begged you multiple times to sit with me but you never did. thats what i mean by sacrifices, try to do something someone else wants to do for once" you're crying now, hearing his words is like a sharp slap to the face. is it true? are you really that self absorbed? "you wanna talk about sacrifices? how come you never sat with me then, if you're so concerned about what other people are doing?" he inhales then exhales sharply, clearly fed up and yells at you in front of everyone making even more of a scene "I HAVE TRIED TO SIT WITH YOU BUT YOU ALWAYS SAY "no go sit with your friends i'm fine" OR "no go sit with your friends i'm alright i promise" UNTIL I FINALLY LEAVE YOU ALONE, I'VE TRIED Y/N, MULTIPLE TIMES. YOU'RE JUST TOO SELFISH TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP" now that one hit you straight in your heart. all those moments you spent together, when he told you he loved you, when you guys sat next to each other in class passing notes. did that mean nothing? he peers down at your tear stricken face and watches you with a look of pure disgust "anyways like i said i'm done, have a good like y'n" that was the last thing he said to you before going off to sit at his table next to Aiko and leaving you there. all alone.