Sometimes I Wonder How Y'all Are Obsessed With Specific Characters And I'm Like "why Them" But Then I

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

big shout out to alucard for not going down the classic vampire route of only having one love of his life and instead allowing himself to fall in love as many times as his immortal heart wanted

Do you accept

it's important to have bits that aren't good and also nobody likes and also aren't funny

i found the perfect display for my 100,000+ year old shrimp fossil

My fav ones I've forced into my gaming discord:

using google keyboard alchemy to create the most miserable emojis possible

old gods are waking

when you go to bed significantly earlier than usual, a little menu should pop up asking if you want Wake Up Early or More Sleep. and then you should get what you requested. that's my human body UI improvement for the day.

I thingk the richer u are the weirder youre going to be socially about sex n stuff cause you don’t have to live and breathe an sleep and die 3 inches of drywall away from 4 surrounding neighbor’s fucking like mountain rats at all goddamn hours of the fucking day Jesus fucking Christ one of you bitches take a water break or something