777sullengirl - Shadowboxxer
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how can i ask anyone to love me, if all i do is BEG to be left alone
I gotta put me first
oh.my.god.
You started the letter it by saying that you don't know how to make letters and that you love me. There is at least one lie there, because the letter is well done. You wrote that you never expected to be with someone for so long (neither did I) and that you hoped it would last forever (me too). I miss you every time I breathe, I feel you every time I close my eyes. Every day I spend without you I love you a little more, if possible. Telling you that I was leaving you was like ripping my heart out of my chest with my bare hands, I felt like I was dying. And now I feel like I'm dying every day that I don't have you. My best friend hates you and i don’t know how to tell her i want to humiliate myself and write to you again. I wonder if you lied twice. I wonder how much you lied. I look at old pictures of us and those strangers seem so happy to be with each other. I don’t know that girl in the pictures that looks like me. I don’t know the girl i see in the mirror. Please tell me you only lied once. Please tell me that you love me one more time.
I wonder what it means, that i wrote ‘you’ so much that it almost looks bad. But it dosen’t. It is almost natural, maybe you have to be here.
unconscious
every day I look forward to sleeping, it's like death without the commitment. I love being unconscious.
Violet, blue, green, red, to keep me out; I win.
Lowkey me
moan louder baby, i can still hear the intrusive thoughts
she needed more than me...
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