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I’m beautiful but I’m broken.

I feel everything so incredibly intensely. Like a gift I haven’t learned how to use yet. I know my emotions are a blessing, I know, but why doesn’t it feel that way? Have I not met the right people? Am I not healed enough to maintain relationships with others? I wish I just knew all the answers. I guess I don’t have to have everything figured out right now. All I know is I don’t need to be cured or fixed or saved, just loved. If for once in my life I could just have that genuine love and patience - I know it would help me. I know it would heal the broken pieces of me that I cannot heal alone. I’m not giving up hope yet, I won’t. Love is out there waiting for me and I’m getting ready. I am ready. But until I find it I’ll give myself all that love I desire until I’ve loved me enough to feel safe enough to allow someone else to love me as well.

I wish I could meet a man who saw through my body and into my soul. That’s all I desire.

Troubled mind, beautiful soul, pretty face.

I know there’s more to life than all these wasted days

I want someone to tell me how hard and rough they’d fuck me 🥰

I want to be totally dominated and controlled but still loved and cared for so gently and patiently. I desire to be someone’s entire world. I want to shut up when I’m told then be rewarded and praised for my good behavior. I want to be manhandled then cuddled up. Will this love ever find me sigh

I can’t wait to die and all this pain is over