Treating Myself With Some Soft Merthur :>

im FACKING sorry alright

so im being horny and wayching porn and i burst out laughing because the top came and he literally sounds like someone chopped off his finger or some shit it's so fucking extra and i wish i could post it but i can't but its so fucking funny

heartbreaking: none of artist's other songs are as much of a banger as the song I discovered the artist by

NSFW now means Not Safe For Wealth

the euphoria of clicking on a random youtube video about an obscure topic and then realizing it was made by a trans woman

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I'm going to sleep...

my boss: *giving me critical instructions* you got that?

me: ya

me (in my mind): you make a loop de loop and pull, and your shoes are looking cool :) you go over and back, left to righ

I think the person I once was and the person I wanted to be in the future are both starting to slip away.

I wanted to do so much and be so many things all at once, but it all feels more and more unachievable as everyday passes by.

I'm so scared. Is this a cry for help?

I don't know. All I know is that I appear fine to everyone else, so I should be fine.

I'm stuck in the past because I'm forced to stay put. What else do I have than the memories that were once built?

I wish I could remember. If I don't hold on then it's all gone and then I AM gone too.