I think the person I once was and the person I wanted to be in the future are both starting to slip away.
I wanted to do so much and be so many things all at once, but it all feels more and more unachievable as everyday passes by.
I'm so scared. Is this a cry for help?
I don't know. All I know is that I appear fine to everyone else, so I should be fine.
I'm stuck in the past because I'm forced to stay put. What else do I have than the memories that were once built?
I wish I could remember. If I don't hold on then it's all gone and then I AM gone too.
"Stop cringing – at your future, at your failure, at yourself in the mirror – and stand up and look directly at who you are. Not who you should've been, but who you are now. Let that person in. Let her be as mediocre and wrong and shameful and sad and miserable and brilliant and hilarious as she wants to be, because she knows exactly what you need to feel good. She has plans for you. She wants to show you what comes next. She wants to take you into the future you're dreading and say, "See? You never would've imagined this."
– Heather Havrilesky
my boss: *giving me critical instructions* you got that?
me: ya
me (in my mind): you make a loop de loop and pull, and your shoes are looking cool :) you go over and back, left to righ
Naming the female razor brand Venus is so personally offensive to me....you think Venus the goddess of love and sex and beauty was shaving her PUSSY? Go kill yourself